Is It Because I'm Fat?

Fat is now a subjective term. Surround by my three gal pals, they call me ridiculous when I say I'm fat. I point to my tummy and the love handles that are starting to span my lower midsection, I touch and wiggle it and say, "Look at it! I am fat!"

They snicker and laugh and tell me to go get some therapy. But in the gay world this is unacceptable. To have even 10% body fat is unheard of. I am 5 feet 7 inches tall and 175 lbs. with a 33 inch waist line. This is what ugliness is in the gay world. But at the same time I am perpetuating gay stereotypes, and I'm sorry. But being gay is hard. So what's your average 'mo to do?

While I have been in a stupor over "how to be" gay, Vera and Aldo are going strong. They've been going out now for about three weeks. With the talks that they have been having lately she's not sure weather he's here for the long haul or not. Vera and I always come back to this: "No one's ever going to love me, are they Brian?"

What am I suppose to say to that? What is she suppose to say to that when I ask her the same thing. I guess sometimes when the phone stops ringing and the boy is acted less then interested can feel like the world is against you. We need to find away out of it, to combat these feeling of angst. I thought of asking Elise. From time to time she can really dish out the sage advice.

Patty took Vera to Effleurage to girl Vera up with girlish glee. She counldn't have been happier. She told the estatcian to extract all the crap out of her pores. And she did. They went to lunch afterwards and had a fantastic time, just the two of them.

Last weekend must of been weekend for beauty because the all four of us went. It's fun hanging with your girlfriends.


Here's Vera looking pensive. Elise was trying on this really beautiful dress at Lane Bryant.


Here I am with a look of shock that Patty was holding on to Elise's underwear while she tried on the beautiful dress. I didn't stop making that face until someone told me Elise hadn't worn them yet.


Here Vera and I are being sexy girlfriends. Don't we look cute together?


And finally in JCPenny's. Does anyone still wear a hat? Here's to the ladies who lunch! Aren't they a gem?